Jesus is Hero.

Back on track

2009-12-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

Life's been greatttttttt. I love doing what i'm doing :)

Have been pondering over Jamie's preaching the other day during CG, still very inspired by her. As always!

I really really really love my leaders. They are the ones who can be so frank with me when it comes to mistakes bcuz they believe I can always do better. They are the ones who love me so sacrificially and unconditionally. They are the ones who will be the first to encourage me when things aren't going well. They are the ones who always makes me feel so privileged by giving opportunities to do more.

"We grow the church not because of the numbers and attnd, but it's the people's lives that we are transforming. We stand nothing to gain when we grow the church."

This is the heart of our church. Not for fame nor glory of US, but for Someone greater than us, that is above all else. When the church grows, more lives are being changed. Living testimonies! This is what we're living for, a purposeful life that aims to see lives being changed daily.

It's really soooooo amazing. I still remember the first few times when Daryl came to church and looking at him now, it's inspiring to see him burning a heart to see his friends and family saved. From how he is so "bottled-up" with his feelings in the past, to now, a person who is willing to take the initiative to share his thoughts and plan outings! :) :)

And there's mingyan, who's all out for korean stars, and also all out to bring new friends with her every time she comes to church!! Shawn L is also another one worth praising. He's someone who's really so enthu when it comes to having follow up. Though now he has PO, but I really believe that one day he'll share with his own friend how he managed to handle/overcome it!

More exciting stuffs coming along this holiday! YY and me just went into DL50 to help out with the girls side, and i'm really excited to work with these amzin' bunch of people! They're really cool and funnnnnnnnnnnn (to the max) people to hang out with! Always so lively and servant hearted, followship i must say. Hahaha! Adriiiiii you're so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool I LOVE YOU!

This is the cry of our hearts, that all will carry this burden and understand our heart. :)

2009-09-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

Wow I guess this place is accumulating dust.... Hee

I think kids are soooo amzing.

I want their pure innocence

Some of us think that innocence is ignorance.

Like kids, they're innocent and free from the cares of this world

But wanting their innocence does not mean obtaining ignorance to the problems in our lives

Kids are innocent because they don't hide their feelings

Their way of expressing is through crying, screaming, smiling and their contagious laughters

And when they worship, they bare their hearts out to God

They give their genuine worship to God, which God calls it- pleasing to His ears

No wonder God said in Matthew 19:16

"But Jesus said, "Let the little children come to Me, and do not forbid them; for of such is the kingdom of heaven."

It's the children that makes up the kingdom of heaven, God says.

Innocence, not ignorance

I'm really egg-cited now!

1) KB test was awesome, esp when there's two very "stress relieving" examiners

2) Finally, my well deserved one week (study) break

3) I'm finally getting a hair cut after months

4) I'm going out with chloeeeee

5) I'm calling Mingyan later for M18

6) I want to be able to play kb for CCH !!!

7) My olvl index is 2181 0077 (I love number 7)

2009-08-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

Jamie is flying off today! (She's prolly in the air now)
I'm soooo gonna miss her for 10 whole days
She's so awesomeee
She came down to our school to surprise us on Thurs with.....
PIPING HOT OLD CHANG KEE CHICKEN WINGS + CURRY PUFFFS :)

Loveeeeeeeeeee her

2009-07-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

As usual, so many thoughts has been on my mind..

Sometimes I just wish there aren't so many!

But well, it grows me, expands my capacity, so.............

WHY NOT? :)

Sidetracking, I went to grandma's house today, saw my grandfather back @ home.

Looking listless, and still unable to recognise me

When I went into the room, I looked into his eyes.. But his never met mine.

Then I went over to him, when I felt his shoulders and he was cold. Ice cold.

My first instinct was to warm him up with my hands.

As I was doing so, I just kept praying in my heart softly over him

Remembering the verse:

1 Timothy 2:3-4

³ For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, ⁴ who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.

My prayer for him.

Looking at him, I can't help but reminisce about the past....

Times when he'll make us laugh, scold us, push my hands away when I crept up from the back to meddle with his white, almost bald head.

But I thank God that I'm not one of those people who "treasure only when it's gone forever"

Before I left the room, I've decided to place my ahgong in my incubation list. :)

"Never despise small beginnings. " - Pst How

And the moment he said this, it instantaneously struck a string in my heart.

Sometimes people always want to start out big, making big bucks, doing big things within less than a year.

And when they don't make it, they give up.

Then I recalled a story about how a young man and a young woman of merely 26, who gave up all their big dreams, big careers, big bucks, just to start a small church.

Back then, the church wasn't a household name.

It was just located at a small corner of Singapore.

Not many knew its location, nor its existence.

But both of them perservered.

Because they knew the importance of a small beginning..

It was the first step to a great ending. :)

They were none other than my Pastors.

Like Jamie said the other day in DC, I really think they are our heroes.

They didn't just give up a few hours of sleep, but they sacrificed their jobs and dreams.

(Thinking of hero, the short sound clip that Aaron composed, titled "Heroic sacrifice", when it was played, Pst How was just standing on the stage.. Then the awesome livefeed just made everything seem so bona fide, as though we're watching how a true hero sacrificed for the congregation that stood before him.. Then when Pst How asked if we can feel it, I promptly replied "Yesss..!!!" Hahaha)

They are truely my role models manzzzz.

I love my Pastors !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :>

From me, to You.

2009-07-09T08:44:00.001-07:00

Came back yesterday and brother told me about Grandpa....
Oh well, whether you're well or not, life and death is all predestined isn't it.
Just pray that he'll be where I'll be next time. :)
God, this is my prayer.

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There's svc with Dr. A R Bernard tmr and on Sunday!
I'm excited because this weekend eugene ang's coming, then Mingyan is bringing william sijue another friend and her teacher!
She's powerful man...
Went home with Jiaxin today too, it's so inspiring knowing she has great great dreams.
Wanting to get her this and that friend saved
AMAZIN' PEOPLE.
This is what that keeps me going, I realise.
Building other people's dreams, seeing them come to pass.
When we build other people's dreams, God builds ours..

Though it tarries, but wait for it.
For it will surely come.
Wait for it.
It will surely come.

2009-06-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

Blown away.

E3 and E ODDS is going through a new wave of breakthrough.

IT'S HERE.

THE HARVEST IS HERE. :)

2009-06-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

I was reading Adri's tag and......

I'M REALLY CURIOUS TO KNOW HOW I'M LIKE IN THE PAST. :>

Anyone care to fill me in? HAHA

Sidetracking, I'm so so so so so so inspired by Dom's sharing in Discipleship class today!

He shared about his trip with Pastor How and Christian to Taiwan

And by just hearing him share stories about Pastor, it really inspires me

I can't waittttttt to have Pastors preaching in our DCs :)

Dom shared about preparation.

That how as a leader, preparation is essential!

And I went back, thought hard about it....

What happens when you're prepared:

1) You enter a class/service with an expectancy and you're able to receive more

2) You know what's happening

3) You're allowing the presence of God to sit in as you prepare

4) A 5 mins short of sharing can turn out to be as powerful, or even more powerful than a 5 hours long of conference talk.

5) You're less flustered :)

It's amazing rightttttttttttt! There's more to it, I'll leave it to everyone to think. It's all good things I can think about...

And one more question to think about: 10 questions you'll ask when you get to talk to Pastors :>

I'm sooooooo happy (and tired) nowwwwwwww

E3's gonna breakthrough i can't wait for this weekend!

Almost everyone is bringing a new friend!

I wish this happens every week :)

The same enthusiasm, same excitement but different breakthroughs larrr

I LOVE E3!

2009-06-21T11:36:00.001-07:00

SOMETHING TO SPICE UP YOUR LIFE :>

2009-06-21T10:19:00.001-07:00

Wow... My brother just came back from Malaysia and guess what!

He gave me all his leftover moneyyyyyy :>

GOD IS GOOD MAN.

Pastor Troy Marshall's sermon was powerful. Really powerful..

Had a really good QT just now..

Worshipping God with the piano, with no one @ home, just me and God!

As I was praying, I just felt so led to read the bible, the gospel of Mark.

So I took it out and it so happened that I flipped to the story that I intended to read

The Parable of the Growing Seed

²⁶He also said, "This is what the kingdom of God is like. A man scatters seed on the ground.²⁷Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how. ²⁸All by itself the soil produces grain—first the stalk, then the head, then the full kernel in the head. ²⁹As soon as the grain is ripe, he puts the sickle to it, because the harvest has come."

After reading it, I felt so encouraged...

It speaks alot about sowing into people's lives

The ground in this parable = the hearts of the people

Sometimes we get discouraged because we don't see growth in our team/cg

But actually in this parable, God is assuring us that we may not see the growth, but actually, day by day, night after night, God is growing this seed.

It's not a physical growth that we can see.

It's a supernatural growth. :)

And during this whole process when God is growing this seed, we need to have faith.

Faith to know that whatever we're doing is not in vain.

Because God is growing the seed!

And at the end of the day, we'll be fruitful...

1 Corinthians 3:6 "I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow."

2009-06-20T07:52:00.000-07:00

D.E.O Camp is amazing !!!! The camp team planners are even more amazing :>

Working with the camp team planners are funnnnnnnn

Mabel, Han, Leon, Cheng Ming, Joanna, Michelle, Jooyu, Sokmin, Joram, Choong Kai, Esther, Jessica, Albert, Wendyly.

People like Seah Darryl amazes me... He practically slept less than anyone of us!

Choong Kai also! His foot was swelling like pig trotters and yet he perservered on. He was in much pain and yet he still led prayer in our worship session!

It's like he had a 180 degrees change in attitude..

I still remember last year he was in my team in the Secondary Schools Camp, and he was so not enthuuuuu one

Then now it's like a changed choong kai. :)

COOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

Being in the camp team is really a privilege man.

It was really exhausting cause we really lacked sleep in these 4 days

Okay for me, having to sleep less than 10 hours in 4 days is a breakthrough.

(RIGHT MABEL AND MICHELLE? HAHA)

Out of this camp, I really saw how the leaders work, how they sacrificed their time and sleep for this... They're awesome man

And I realised smth from this camp: When we're feeling the most tired and weary, the best best BEST thing is to go back to God, pray and worship.

Because when you begin to go back to Him, you'll draw out strength not within yourself, but from God.

God provides us with strengthand God renews our strength.

That is how I survived through svc with Dom, Pastor Troy Marshall, Ivan and Pastor Troy Marshall !!!!!! Haha

After having attended 4 services and 2 worship sessions over these 4 days, please kill me if I say I'm not spiritual lol

It was kind of my first time planning for camps and it's super exciting

It's funny to see how Mabel and Leon quibble with each other over their phone keychains, namely NUM king and Fart King hahahahaahahaha

It's fun to bathe with Cheryl Ng late @ night and figure out places to sleep

It's even more funny to wake up with puffy eyes

The most funny thing is to find out that actually Darryl Seah is lazy to brush teeth in the morning before he eats steamboat..

In conclusion: D.E.O camp is super funnnnnnnnn. Did you miss it? :>

CALISTA LIM IS VIP TONIGHT.

2009-06-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

My cousin's leaving for Melbourne.. In like 1 days time.

I'll miss her, for sure.

TWO WHOLE YEARSSSS!
So long... No one to attend piano lessons with/talk to/cut hair with/crap with/window shop with. Haha i'll miss those times :>

Anyway if she's seeing this, I wanna say "All the best in Melbourne and please bring back some accent! HAHA"

Way back into time..
Bring back some REAL snow for me too haha

Today is a wonderful day

2009-06-10T21:24:00.000-07:00

Just caught the Hannah Montana movie online, haha.

It was pretty much good :>

I don't really like Hannah Montana, or like go gah-gah crazy over her

But I really love her song, "The climb"

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

This is like the season of prayer breakthroughs.

Had discipleship class with Fifi and she shared about prayers.

And today Pastor Tan Ye Peng shared about believing in the unseen (prayers) in the morning prayer house.

Indeed, what we see is only temporary.

But what we do not see, is for eternity.

I love my life.

It's like waking up every single day, anticipating what God has in planned for me.

And having greattttt leaders who never fail to always inspire me.

I'm so excited for the future.

I can't wait to see people like Yifan and Sokmin to rise up..

I can't wait for Mingyan to finish her guitar lessons and be our CG guitarist..

I can't wait for sheryl and Jiaxin to breakthrough in their PO..

These people are amazing people :)

They never give up.

I'm so excited !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm workin' on it

2009-06-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

"Our fathers had their dreams, we have ours; the generation that follows will have its own. Without dreams and phantoms man cannot exist." -Olive Schreiner

Just had an urge to search about quotes on dreams.

Few weeks back, during one of the as-usual powerful cgs, I had a revelation.

Jamie prayed for me and told me to start dreaming big.

In my mind I was stirred up.

I thought I had always been dreaming... To be a doctor, to be a keyboardist etc.

That was when God came in and spoke.

Dreaming, and dreaming big. They're worlds apart.

Dreaming is man-made, but dreaming big is God-given.

Anyone can dream to be something/someone, dreaming is free. It's so easy!

But alot of times, our dreams are realistic, or should I say, it's too realistic.

Why?

Because of the fear that is present in our hearts. The fear of failing, the fear of being unable to achieve our dreams

It stops us from dreaming further, dreaming bigger...

In 2 Kings Chapt 2 V9:

"When they had crossed, Elijah said to Elisha, "Tell me, what can I do for you before I am taken from you?"

"Let me inherit a double portion of your spirit," Elisha replied."

You see, Elijah didn't just ask for anointing to be upon him.

He boldly asked for double anointing..

I believed that that was his dream.

Perhaps some would have just been contented with a little, half or the equal anointing.

But Elisha settled for double and nothing less.

I'm really challenged to dream bigger. :>

When you dream big, you're inspired to think bigger, that's when you'll grow bigger.

I'm working on it... :-)

"Courage is not the absence of fear. Courage is in the presence of fear, to rise up and fight."-Pastor How

Give Thanks

2009-05-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

Just had quite a deep talk with my second brother.
He engages a talk in a different approach, but still.
He never fails to leave me in awe of him.
Truly I am.

He inspires me.
He amazes me.
He is different.
He's the second reason why I'm a christian.

I thank God that he's in my life. And we always know that God isn't just good, He's great. That's why He did not just put him in my life as another ordinary friend or acquaintance, but as my brother. It's all planned, neatly and perfectly.

God's plans are truly above all that we can ever imagine. That's why many can only see the problems in their lives and not the solutions that God has provided. They blame God for the spiral-downs in their lives but never make it a point to thank Him for the times when they are doing well- Times when they thought they were "lucky".

Hahaha, how sometimes I really wish I can just dial a call to Daddy up there and tell Him:

"Thank You. For kor kor, for........ just, everything." :)

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Yesss I can't wait for later because there'll be SOW Auditions. Ahhhh... Long awaited dream haha, here I come !!!!!!!!!!! Seriously I can't contain my excitement for later (neither can YY), wish us luck and pray for us haha.

Dreamz Dreamz Dreams, they'll all come to pass one day,
Day by day, it's a step nearer. :>
Don't give up on your dreamz.
Dhey'll surely come to pass.
Dtrust God.

2009-04-04T09:49:00.001-07:00

Life is a marathon,

Then what is a marathon without waterstops?

People will just die away, no matter how much determination they have.....

They'll probably die of dehydration, die of fatigue?

In reality, in our own walk with God, it's going back to the basics. Going back to God.

It's so funny why people choose to settle problems with their own knowledge and strength when they know that they have such a big, magnificent powerful God in them who knows everything else that we don't..

I don't understand people, neither do I really understand myself.

So I choose to understand God :)

It's not always about me.

I used to try so so so hard just to understand myself, so i've found an easy way out.

I love changes.

Today, I've made my decision.

I don't want to be someone that I don't want to be.

Someone that others want me to be but I don't see myself being in.

That won't be me...

Those were the thoughts that have been running in my mind for the past.. two dayz?

I love to think. It just makes everything clearer in my head. :>

When my soul is weak
I sing God strengthen me
When I find myself in need
I sing God rescue me
When my troubles overwhelm
I sing God bring your peace
Lord your one and only Son
Is all I ever need

"Why some people will get tired and stressed out easily is because their ‘powerhouse’ is running out of capacity to love people. Everyone that you are ministering or integrating are like empty vessels tapping on your ‘powerhouse’. How successful you are as a friend and leader would depend on how much you have to give to the people. God then becomes a source where our powerhouse can be filled all the time. When you pray and read the bible, you are like a car pumping in petrol at the petrol kiosk." - Wendy Neo :)

Without You

2009-03-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

I dislike staying home on Sundays.
I don't like it, not at all.
What was merely 2 hours seemed like eternity...............................................

I guess I missed out alot today for Sy Rogers! I heard from many that it's good :) I'm convicted to buy sermon CDs, after my pledge. Hahaha

And I've realised how attached I've grown to church. Like really. It's like, it isn't weekends without church... Seriously. Just one day and I'm alr missing xinyi's smile, Jaslyn's hair, Sokmin's loudness, yifan's craziness, wendyly's bangs, sheryl's sweet voice, YY's dimple, cheryl's rantings, kesia's randomness, wendyneo and many more !!!!!!!

I love these people. They're the pieces to my puzzle of life. :)

School's starting tmr! Was quite excited for it initially, but now thinking back, frankly speaking, I'm quite hesitant about it. I mean who will want to wake up 430am in the morning for school and sleep at 12midnight. >:-( Well that was my life before the holidayz and now it's resumingggggggggggggggggg

But. But. But. There's always friends in school to be happy about! Incubation hee hee............

Standstill

2009-03-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

One thing that I really love doing : Read newspapers
Haha I thank God for people who invented papers that raises my curiosity more than a test paper. :)

I am v.v.v tired now -
3 hrs of sleep, school, and volleyball trng. My holidays........... WOW.
I realised that as I grow older, I yearn for holidays more, but definitely not this type of holidays.
One week !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They just make it sound nice by naming it holidays, but in actual fact it's actually our so-called self-study week.
Which means they pile up homework for you to do over the dayz, & they expect you to finish and still enjoy your holiday.
School's amazing huh, but nevertheless, I love it.
With great/funny/crazy/lovin' people around me, how can I not enjoy it? :-)
Contradicting but i'm speaking nothing but the truth.

Oh bestflen Ong Shumin came for trng today! With her around there's no way i'll slack heeee.
Actually i don't enjoy slacking, it's equals to wasting time and I love time too much to want to waste it away just like that, right bunny friend?

I'm excited! Meeting Sok and yifan for lunch later, good food !!! And there's cg, it doubles the blessings..

I. Love. Luv. Lurve. Lub. E3. Period.

Because I've learnt

2009-03-07T10:24:00.000-08:00

Not on hiatus, at least not for today.

Anyway I've just decided that this shall be my blog of joy and not of sorrows hahaha. Speak life, blog life !!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Tormenting/crazy dayz of Common Tests are (finally) over,
would you believe if I said I mugged hard but didn't do well?
Ah whatever.

I've got so much things on my mind now, don't know what to write and what-not to write first.
I'll just get on with this:

Jaslyn- Hello dearest please please please take care of your back. Picnic, you promised! No matter how or what it takes you better be well enough by then :)

Huang mei- I don't know if you'll see this, and even if you see this i don't know whatcha gonna do but.... I miss those random fervent callz @ night. Hahaha

Yy- Don't forget >:D Our dream of straighter teeth is gonna come to passsssss

Night rider- I wanted to call you just now, I'm serious !!!!!! But I realised it was 2am. ): Guess you'll be really tired by then, see i'm so considerate~

Ah Ong- March holidayz, study dates. Must must must make it happen! I don't want this to be another "All talk no actions" heh

Cher-ryllll- Why you run away ):

Joyce Sam- Happy Birthday! You'll be sixteen in like 22 hours time, I know you're excited! Hahaha love you so much

Sammmmmmie- Please come to school on Monday !!!!! Ok wait, you HAVE to come hahaha unless you wanto die. Pig ley you

Gwen, my Qin Qin- More lunch datez, more "guessing games" hahaha. Tweeeeeeee

Chewy- Why you never bring sweetz anymore, not sweet alr haha but i like the sour bitter spicy side of you still (Hint hint). Anyway I've got a pretty card for you

Yule- I don't know why i thought of you but i just like to picture your face in my mind O: Going home with ya' very nerve-wrecking but then i like!

Jacq- Hello. You. bun. head. Stop slacking during trngs and rejoicing when i choke on water.

Sokmin- Hahaha you are one awesome awesome girl who really really loves spongebob. (Awesome has no link to liking spongebob fyi)

Yifan- Your email reply will surely arrive! And you look pretty with your hairstyle, your dressing and just the way you are :)

Mel Wong- Habakkuk 2:2-3

2009-01-27T07:37:00.000-08:00

I seriously Aloysius can be a comedian.

M says:
Lol you funny leh
M says:
why hate fatties.
M says:
Discrimination.
M says:
!!!
_ alоyѕїus says:
no loh they come my house rob my food!
M says:
HA HAHA!!!!
M says:
Realy
M says:
ate finish your bagua ha
M says:
that's why you angry
_ alоyѕїus says:
15 prawns!

--

Anyway I've got a funny friend called bunny! He's awesome. Call 1800-make-a-bunny-friend

PS/: Hi bunny i'm posting about you now haha stop nagging that I didn't post about you haha. I DID IT :)

We Your people

2009-01-24T09:11:00.000-08:00

Had a suden urge to watch Prince of Egypt again, and it was different this time. In the past, it was just another show or cartoon. But as I watched the whole show all over again, this time I paid special attention of every word said. And it's indeed different

Some quotes from Prince Of Egypt:
"You can never see with eyes on earth, but look through heaven's eyes."

"Look, look at your people Moses. They are free."

"Pharaoh can take away your houses, and even your lives. But one thing he can never take away from you. He can never take away your faith."

A Hebrew version of 'When you believe'. Authentic, not plastic.

"From the start, this is not a sprint. It is a marathon." -Wendy Neo

2009-01-22T06:27:00.000-08:00

I need a break. But a break isn't enough.

I need a breakthrough.

I miss my wcp Jaslyn Sing Sang Sung ):

And my confi !!!

6 weeks of M.A.D.A.B.O.U.T.Y.O.U is absolutely........ indescribable.

Everyone has been awesome, giving their best despite the hectic schedule

It's all about sacrifice isn't it

People like Sokmin Yifan are taking charge of more things now... No longer are they childish when it comes to doing things, but child-like. That's what I call maturity. And they've really grown and caught the heart

Zoe April Joyce are also step by step, stepping out of their comfort shells, going into the 'discomfort' zones.. They will definitely grow to another level :)

Sheryl is also another one who has a tough fighting spirit on the inside, always seeing her fighting to make it for every CG and meeting. Though she's busy all the time, often can't stay long or make it for meetings together, but one thing that's worth learning from her is that she's always trying. Always.

Others like Chenrui and Junzhou, the only men in our team and will no longer be just the two of them anymore! Both of them are simply awesome.. They've really changed alot, as compared to the past. So proud of them!

And also my dearest Cheryl and YY, who have been working hard all these times behind the scenes.. Three of us have been through so so so so so much together, ups and downs, thick and thin, but all these just grew us closer to each other.

This is my team. And I love them :)

2009-01-10T08:12:00.000-08:00

I wish I had a room to lock myself in and cry out loud.

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1 hour 20 mins heart-to-heart talk with Confi' is the best.

She's alwayz there to listen whenever I have so much thoughts on my mind when I needed to let it all out. She gives the best advices when I'm in a fix. She takes time off to have breakfast with me. She's always concerned whenever I met with problems. And she always lend a helping hand. She always lends me a shoulder to lean on. She's supercalifragalistic-ally wonderful.

I just love her the way she is :)
God I thank you for her.

The Journey of a dream

2009-01-10T07:35:00.000-08:00

I love the weekends because that's when I feel i'm back to my own self.
Because it's the only time when I really catch up with everything other than studies, homework and more studies.
Urgh school just feels so different from Home.
I really can't wait to grow up. And break freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Just chanced upon Han's blog and saw the video on "When you believe". I was just listening to the lyrics and remembering the video showed during services last week...
Though i wasn't there during the Henderson days to experience all these, but merely watching "The Journey of a dream", it just touched my heart.

From there:
I saw Pastor's sweat and blood.
I saw their faithfulness to the little that they had at that time.
I saw Pastors' sacrificial love.
I saw how much Pastors love them that they held a children church camp @ Pastor Lia's house..
I saw their passion.
I saw Pastors' heart in starting a Youth Ministry with the 9 stones
I saw a couple's dream coming to pass.
I saw my Pastors' dreams coming to pass. :)

Above all, I saw an everlasting love

"Though Hope is frail, it's hard to kill."

2008-12-29T06:13:00.001-08:00

Year 2009 is like...... 2 dayz away.
I'm slumped into a myraid of emotions now.
It seems so near yet so far, but i just can't sort out my emotions.
Why??

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Side-tracking, today was great. A whole day packing up my books/room, and it was fruitful afterall. God is good! (All the time) :) I was just packing up when I saw this stack of paper which consisted of a few chapters from a book. I think the book is "Trust His Lordship". I was eating my dinner while reading it and I guess that spiritually filled my hunger.

It's really powerful, talks about how God had alr planned our lives and knows every problem that we will go through in life. Many times people always doubt God's presence when they face problems that they think can't be solved. But God knows it all, and He knows what's best.

Margaret Clarkson, in her wonderfully titled book Grace Grows Best in Winter, wrote:

The sovereignty of God is the one impregnable rock to which the suffering human heart must cling. The cirumstances surrounding our lives are no accident: they may be the work of evil, but that evil is held firmly within te mighty hand of our sovereign God... All evil is subject to Him, and evil cannot touch His children unless He permits it. God is the Lord of human history and the personal history of every member of his redeemed family.

This is for AF :)

2008-12-28T08:39:00.000-08:00

Haha Bunny you better look @ this okkkkkkkkkkkk
This post is for the bunny (s):

You go eat the small thingo up! Don't leave the crumbs behind else the mice will sneak up and eat them in the middle of the night. Hahaha. Miss Swan is cool right! But don't watch too much of her if not you'll turn out like..... :)

And remember to do your QT! Go go go bunny Gambate

2008-12-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

I'm. so. excited. for. next. year.
I can't wait for a whole new wave of revival to spark off!
This is it man.
This is it. :)

It's no longer just the three of us but others like chen jz yifan sok zoe are rising up. I'm so proud of these people. This is what that makes us outstanding. Because we are one. Different people, different gifts, different talents. But when we stand together, different body parts of Christ but we're still one whole body.

I really love them.
Next year's gonna be different.

Habkkuk 2:3 " For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come. It will not tarry."

HERE WE GOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-12-20T11:52:00.000-08:00

I shall be the first to post AMT photozzzzzzzzzzz:
Anyway, I LOVE TEAM 2 (L) - Inserts hearts :-)

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Everyone's focus: Benny (He looks smaller in small photos)

The people in AMT are really alot, if you can spot yourself then T.I.Y!

My team (is the best) (in my heart) YAY

Look @ China-boy Wei Hong! If he sees this he'll kill me man

Elgin's not in team 2 but he's too tall to not be seen (Look at Chinaboy again)

HUH O:

Conclusion: I love team 2 of AMT (A), I love AMT! Flyyyyyyyyyyyyy

A well-spent night

2008-12-20T10:05:00.000-08:00

Haha Jaslyn and I spent our Friday night doing Christmassss cardzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Oh oh She's my new webcam-camwhore partner
It was tedious but worth it! (You all must appreciate ah........ :-)
A picture is worth 1000 words, so let the photos do the saying:
Haha our very own-1o-lian-pai whootz

10

9

8

7

6 (Not call me)

5
(currently don't have hahaha)
4

3

2

1

I'm the best but Jaslyn thinks she's cute

Showing off our cookiemonsters

Jaslyn's got the bigger one. ):

YAY! WE LOVE CM

This is a random post

2008-12-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

In great loving memory of my Sunflowerrrrrr

It's growing process, cool eh? I think flowers are cool, they can totally live on just water and sunlight and don't take them lightly, they can produce Co2, oxygen and water ok! :)

Side track: I went to Joyce's house yesterday and today whoooo

She's got a superrrr cute dog name Money.

Side-track (again): I saw joyce's past neoprints.

They were my primary school best friends and still areeeeeeee :) I love them.

Side-track (again again): I saw a cricket on my house window!

Side-track (again again again): Yifan, Eugene, Felly and I went Toyrus' one day.

I LOVE COOKIEMONSTERSXX.

I'm loving every part of my life, are you?

2008-12-14T06:35:00.000-08:00

This whole week is the best, with AMT Radical Night Retro week Show me what you've got! Pushing, tiring, exciting, fun, exhilarating! Yes i finally managed to stay late in church for 2 whole days and to me, that's an accomplishment. :) Retro-saturday and Show me what you've got sunday was............... interesting. Loadxzs of pictures to upload, taken by 4 different cameras! Haha it was crazy going everywhere, "Ey take photo take photo!" and Ezone girls are just everywhere ha ha. But I love them to the mexicoooooooooo

Oh, here are the volleyball camp photos + videos. I was specially asked to upload them, so i'm just doing my job. You're not obliged to view the videos (emphasis)

Everyone has their unglam times ho ho

Best model of the year for the Jellybean brand, Poiful!

Jacq what were you doing when the rest were praying......

MOST CLASSIC

She's alwayz this blur :)

CLASSIC.

The life of Jacqueline Sim saiyi and her pathetic worm :)

"Will you stop playing with your worm!!!!"It wasn't this neat. You should see the other side haha
Emilene look like she's running on the spotThat head is Eileen's, haha

Foamy Affairs (!!)

PS:/ All these videos, Yours truly was the camera-man yo', except the taupok jacq one haha

1) Look @ how they play Moo-ji-ji-moo-ji. It's super funny! All of them were collapsing lol.

2) When Jacq goes Ns....................................... (not botak)

3) And she comes back! Intact

4) Tau-poking Jacq haha

Team.

In the mighty name of Jesus :)

2008-12-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

Fantastic. is the word to start off today!

It's really great when God opens doors for us, not just one, but many. Sometimes I wonder, why do people blame God sometimes for the bad days, when God wants the best for us every single day/hour/minute/second/nanoseconds..........................

Father forgive them

God has really been greatttttt in my life. Wonderful. Awesome. Fabulous. Can't imagine life with God, I won't be where I am, who I am. I won't know the purpose in life, I won't know where I'm heading.

So I thank God for every moment in life.

Dear God, this is the generation. Lord take them, use them, grow them, expand them beyond their limits. When You whispered into my ears that night, I knew this has to be it. This is it. I pray for a whole new heart, a pure and holy heart, a heart after You for this whole new generation to come. I pray for an impartation of the heart, radicalism will be the perfect word.

God gave me everything i ever needed

2008-12-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

Volleyball Chalet photoxzs are finally up!

Haha they're my girls man.

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Just back from www,

I love my captain
We rock you pebble they stone Enthu-Huiqin!
Now we've got enthu-chewy/huiqin/nutty She looks a bit like....费玉清
Ha ha scandalous Opps caught in action!
It's tau-poking-Jacq time!! K-O. Winners, nut and mel
She's a dear to have I love her too!
Sleepyheads ? O:

Night cycling. Fun. Scary. Tiring. Exciting.

We saw a parrot, which aint nut's. Nevertheless she wants to disturb it
Board games @ Nebo :)Next up: In camp-training photos woohoo

2008-11-30T05:48:00.000-08:00

I think my wounds are inflamed from wearing the long pants today!! ):

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Ok, some random stuffs that's on my mind:
1) I think my brother's obssessed with 黄靖伦
2) My wounds hurt alot
3) I miss Su. Yan. Yun
4) I miss fanny also (i feel so hot...)
5) I miss my phone who is in Japan now
6) Ben cheok came for service today!
7) Today is Eugene's birthday, he's old and bald haha that rhymes
8) One litre of tears makes a good company home when i'm alone (which explains no. 3)
9) I want to wash my hair so badly
10) Volleyball's camp in 2 days time don't miss me
11) I hope i can go for inventory count tmr
12) I live on this floor
13) I think i'm giving the night rider a call later :)
14) The church is a part of Heaven on earth
15) I think i'm falling in love....................

Wait, I AM already in love with God. :) Awesome!

2008-11-28T05:10:00.000-08:00

Something's stirring
Something's stirring
Something's stirring
Something's stirring
Something's stirring............................in my heart.

I feel so uneasy knowing that people are going for auditions for SOW now and i'm right here at home. I need to/want to/must join keyboard SOW urgh. Have you ever had this feeling? The feeling of wanting to do smth and yet you're helpless about it? I guess auditions are over now ):

If by any chance I can join keyboard i'll gladly join this time man. Haha no use crying over spilt milk! But well, guess i'll have to wait till next year. God I promise you, the visions shall come to passssss

2008-11-26T10:37:00.000-08:00

The all-so-loud-and-bubbly girl: CHERYL NG!
Haha i love her ok she made me do this and post her photos but i still love her

Good day

2008-11-26T09:25:00.000-08:00

I FELL DOWN TODAY! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (:
Haha it's like one in a million yearz that i fall man. It's good experience wahaha, but not good when it comes into contact with soap while bathing! :/ Don't ask me why i fall, i don't want to be a joke ha

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When you have a vision, you have a future. That's amazing isn't it? Having ambitions is different from having visions, now i see the difference. People follow others with visions and not ambitions. Everyone can have ambitions- doctors, lawyers, teacher, you name it., but not everyone have visions. Vision is God-given, God-engineered. Amibitions are man-made.

It's so important to have a vision in life!

Young man shall see visions, old man shall dream dreams :-)

2008-11-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

Wow today's Asia Conference was a.......................... BANG.

Especially the first session, Pastor Phil Pringle really amazes me and he's really a man of God. The whole time when he was just praying for all the overseas delegates, my mouth was wide agape man. O: > Like this.

If you were there, you'll know what I mean haha. It just can't be put down into terms. It's just PHENOMENAL.

Ah my mum's like sick and down with fever blah blah, just hope she gets well. It's wierd sometimes how i'll miss her scoldings/naggings when she's sick, maybe it just hurts to see her lying on the bed all the time ): Still I love her! And PO is good at times. At least it strengthens me and gives me a reason to continue fighting

God is great, All the time!!! - Don Moen is zheeee best.

2008-11-15T04:28:00.000-08:00

Acts 3:6
Then Peter said, “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you..."

Like always

2008-11-15T02:46:00.000-08:00

I know I can't be lazy so I'm here to post about Han (as she wanted and as I've promised),

She's awesomeeeeee i tell you. Been through so many with her, used to be in the same CG, going home together, after-exam-lunches, hospi duties and so many more.........! Though she may look small, but she's giant on the inside. Always carrying a heart for people, caring for all her friends around her, she's really lovable. (:

Ha ha one of her favourite food i can safely say and know i won't be wrong is tuna-pancake. It's almost everytime when we meet before going church, she'll always have that craving O:

Still, We'll rise up together in power and not in cute-ness yes! : 8)

How we've grown

2008-11-02T06:35:00.000-08:00

Haha ha i kindof promised yy to post these up:

Over the years, i still and will always love her.

[edits///]

2008-11-02T03:32:00.000-08:00

Today is a fruitful day because............................

I finally shifted all my clothes/stuffs into another cupboard after mother's endless nags, got rid of stuffs that supposed to be thrown away- Now my "new" cupboard looks all clean and fresh. (:

In the midst of clearing, i dug out all the letters that were written when i was in primary school, letter(s) that were given to me. I only have three words for myself: Illegible & Hideous handwriting. As for the rest of them that were given to me by my friends, though childish but it just brought back many memories.

I laugh at such innocence, yet a part of me is missing it.

Ha ha, but we just got to move on in lives don't we? We just can't get stuck in the past when everyone's moving on, and that, i call it growth (According to dictionary.com, growth = development from a simpler to a more complex stage). (: Personal growth- whether we want to move on or remain as who we are, it's all up to ourselves isn't it? Well of course, this is a decision that we have to make, but the rest i'll leave it up to God.

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Oh and yesterday i was watching The Bronx in National Geographic channel and it got me all hyped up! One thing that really interested me was about this 12 year old boy who was playing soccer when he got hit by a car and suffered an open bone fracture in his leg O: It was really, really gross, it seemed as though his whole ankle was...... twisted and shifted. But he was really one brave boy man. Though he was screaming and yelling but he did not even shed a tear despite all that pain!

When his mum came and saw her dear boy in severe pain, helpless as she seems, the doctor told her "Hey you got to stop crying, see your boy isn't even crying, you can't let him see his momma crying, it'll freak him out"

Throughout the time the boy kept asking "Will I get to walk again?" "Will I run faster than before?" "Will I die?", but yet he sounded as though he was sure that he will recover very soon. All the doctors were just assuring him although the chances seemed low. Well, doctors are seen as life-savers aren't they?

In the end (if i'm not wrong), they managed to save his leg.

That's why, i want to be a doctor. (:

2 Timothy 1:7
For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

2008-10-26T04:47:00.000-07:00

IT'S DEEPAVALI IN LIKE 10 MINS TIME (ACCORDING TO MY CLOCK NOW):

Hahahaha yay i'm going Pasir Ris Park tmr with E333333333! Woohoo
But sadly i can't go for service today ): ):

I WANTO KNOW WHAT GARRETT PREACHED!

Haha but thank God for sermon CDs. (: Someone's got to remind me to buy it next week. Hahaha next week's the Power-pact week (can't wait!): Nick Vujicic, Pst Kong, CHC Prayer meeting... Just got to attend all to grow my Spirit man~

NICK VUJICIC! He's just the greatest miracle of God i've ever seen and guess what? He's coming to my church on 4 and 5th Nov yo', 730-10pm! It'll really be a loss to ever miss out on this great testimony (:

Contract/Pact between Nut and Mel (!!!)

2008-06-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Contract/Pact between Nut and Mel (!!!)

Dated: 8th June 2008; 1130pm
(Only effective within 10 years, in other words before year 2018)

When Shumin and Chen gets married........................................
Nut will:
1) Stand in the middle of Orchard Road and declare that Shumin and Chen are married.
2) Wear a t-shirt printed with words "SHUMIN AND CHEN ARE MARRIED!"
3) Wear a headband on her forehead saying "SHUMIN AND CHEN ARE MARRIED!"
4) Hold a huge banner saying "I LOVE COWS, DON'T EAT MUTTON." everywhere she goes for the next 24 hours (Can't leave her body even when in toilet.)

When Shumin and Chen doesnt get married.............................................
Mel will:
1) Parade Orchard Road @ any time of the day
2) Carry a medium-sized board printed with Ben& Jerry's cow and shout every 5mins "IMMA COW, HEAR ME MOO."
3) Wear a lime-green wig
4) Wear a clown-red nose.

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Pastor Joakim came today, another powerful evangelistic sermon. Revelations started pour into my mind during the BMT power-hour session. "For Me to abide in you, you've got to abide in Me First." It completely changed my mood for the entire day, it's pretty amazing how one Word from Him is able to change a frown into a smile.

2008-03-23T09:03:00.000-07:00

In this journey of a Christian, there's bound to be persecutions, problems, discouragements etc. They're always part of the devil's plan to urge us at the back of our minds, "Give up... give up..". Often, it really got a hang of me and i really wanted to give up. But God always has a plan, He's our solution. He gave me this spiritual family;

In QT, he never fails to tell me this "Keep trying, keep trying", and no matter how much i've been through previously, these two words of His will somehow bring me out of devil's clutches. Because of Him, i know i have to go on. This is His plan for me, not my plan for Him. I've got to be versatile and accept changes that He has made in my life, for the better of me, and no vice versa.

The road is long,

The valley's deep,

The ocean's wide in front of me.

But God saves the day.....

Even when my vision tarrys, i will keep running with my torch lit, Oh LORD.

I MISZX THOSE DAYS.

God, I thank you for these people (:

New lease of life,

2008-03-20T10:56:00.001-07:00

A new blog, a new me (no longer that twitty mel cause she wants to rise up to a level of power and not cute hahaha):

Haha im inspired to start another blog, because everyone has one and is asking me to create one, so i shall take some time out of these busy weeks to blog hahaha. And because i realised how much written words can brighten one's day........................................

I've found out-
How grateful i am for E3,
How grateful i am for my leaders and Pastors,
How grateful i am for this church,
How much i love my church friends,
How much i love God.

He's truly amazing in all that He does and say, and i stand in-awe of His presence every single day. Guided me out of darkness, gave me a new heart, a new family. Even at the lowest of my life, He never gave up nor forsaked me, but always there, in my heart. A sinful life i've led, but He washed my stains away when He came into my life. Because i found Him, He gave me a reason to live for Others.

For it is written, "Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven." -Matthew 5:10

He was the one who picked me up, and I'm willing to do everything and anything for Him. Today is the day He died for us on the Cross, how He endured those cruel and brutal tortures for our sake, how He saved us from condemnation, and how much He loves us. I'll never forget this day;

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I cant wait to meet E3 later @130 hahaha! It feels weird not seeing them within a week, how i wish i can see them everyday. O: Thinking back, this is the first time im celebrating Good Friday and the first time i know the meaning of this day. For the past 14 years, i've been living through this day thinking it's just another public holiday! God has truly opened my eyes haha.

Whoootxzs Easter's coming real soon! If you dont know where to go on on these three days (fri/sat/sun), Heart of God Church is the best place you can ever think of :) All the fun, peace, laughter, joy, love and warmth are definitely found there !!!!!

And yes as wendyly said: You' guys are in for an Easter treat heh

2007-06-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

Haha im off hiatus (temporarily) :B

seriously there's nothing to post nowadays, it allll about trainings and home alone D: Especially trainings nowadays are so vigorous, i doubt there'll be an end to all the mucsle aches.

& i feel really really bad, i cant go church. Kind of banned from church activities until further placat-ions? (persecutions suffocates me, it really does) I've been wanting to attend the Leaders session too, heard from Adrienna that only certain people are chosen. And yes, one of them's me! Yet, i have to disappoint them once again, feel like crying now :[ It's really important and i really really wanted to deeply feel god's presence, I wanto hear what god is telling me.

I want to.

And yes, i know some of them thinks that i dont treat church seriously, and it's just another hang-out for me. Because i dont attend services/events as regularly as they did. but i know, god knows what im feeling and that, is Enough. If only i could attend church like the way the rest does, but i know, they too (some of them) did face persecutions once. And they faced it all, in god's name/power/embrace/glory. And i know i wanto be like them, i wanto become a Faithful attender and overcome these persecutions. The right time will arrive where god had everything planned in hand for me, i just know :]

And i know now all i have to do, is to pray, pray and more Praying. I wont stop praising and worshipping you lord, i'll never stop. Even if i do one day Lord, please guide me back :] Because i just love to spend nights crying-out-my-heart to you Lord, i just treasure every moment spent praising and worshipping you.

Righttttttt, now im in a dilema. To go, or not to go?

If i go:

Wenzhe/Joanna will not rot at home and i can meet them :D
What will Adrienna and cheryl think? Perhaps they'll think im just giving excuses to skip these events/services just to go out.
i cant stay home and finish my homework D: (and blogging HERE)

If i dont go:

Wenzhe/Joanna will rot at home, and i'll disappoint them, because i promised.
i can save up for the "sacrifice" i've pledged! (like totally!)
i still cant go for the Leaders session ahhhhhh sian.

See how contradicting i am? :[ Lord tell me what to do as i pour out everything to you tonight, whether i should go or not. And Lord i just pray (very, very hear) that i can go for Pastor Yoakim's schools seminar, because i've never attended them once and i really wanto experience your strong presence within me Lord.

I pray all these in Jesus' name, Amen.

2006-11-15T21:06:00.000-08:00

can you ever believe that yul is actually a bad guy :/

looks quite innocent and cutee huh.

i'm starting to dislike his character in the show,

but of course, i'll still continue to adore him ha

okay this is gonna be a short post la

i've learnt diary-writing, am starting to love it :}

so won't be posting much now la,

but will try my best okay! (:

yeah i can't wait for chalet, i really can't.

imagine meeting them again, chat like siao :D

okayy love;

2006-11-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

RAWRRRR, i didn't know yul so Bad one :(

in the show okay! he's still as shuai and cuteee.

the mother also very Evil la.

then caijing& shin so Sweeet okay.

real sweet la.

i'm Melting..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WV89Yia5HP8&mode=related&search=

see this video, it explain the Sweetness in my Heart.

awwwwww~

but xiaolin is so Mean la.

so extra, wanna commit suiside.

R_R = rawrr.

but hope shin don't Change his mind okay!

i know He won't..i Guess.

i don't know Ending la!

cause i wanna watch it on my Own,

experience it by Myself :D

if people tell me, then Not fun le right?

HAHA.

hope tml Would be okay,

hope Coach won't shout and Scream at me la :(

2006-11-02T00:33:00.000-08:00

mann, everyone's making like oneIT gonna be history D:

yah, human always don't learn to treasure the Present, till we lose it, we then realised how imporatant it is, To us. how foolish humans are. foolish beings; but thank god that there are things called Memories. memories that can be brought along with us when we're still alive& kicking, memories reminding us of the times we've spent together, memories that can let us shed tears, Memories that are worthed reminiscing. yupp, i'm guilty of doing that too. i've always thought that this class wasn't much of what a class is supposed to be. but till the end, i recall, what wonderful times we've spent:
remember yi cheng jian dan de ge?
remember the fun we had at the class picnic& picking up litter?
remember how walter got pricked by an unknown syringe and went to the doctors?
remember how we played dog& bone?
remember how we sang happily in the charter bus?
remember the history fieldtrip with that lump that yc held?
remember the geog fieldtrip to the HSBC treetop walk? how we "suffered" to climb up that steep hill?
remember the first day we met, when we were mere strangers?
remember the photos we've taken together, the fights we had, the times we've endured?

i'm pretty sure there's more to it. yes there's more to IT, so never stop thinking about it will you?
i'll miss you people who are going to another class next year, i really will. despite of how irritating you've made me, until i din't wanna talk to you even when you pm me in msn.

Jeremy;

UHHUH, you are the one who always irritate me with that CYW?! RAWRRR, but ~~today~~yesteday, i gave you an exception. i allowed you to irritate me for once, cause you said you felt like disturbing everyone in IT. you really did, but i don't mind. yeah, i think even before you tell ym about the joke you invented, i'm gonna post it first :)
-NIL- says:
if euu stand beside yongming
-NIL- says:
euu dun nid use batteries fer ur MP3
-NIL- says:
he got lots of static electricity
-NIL- says:
haha
-NIL- says:
IN HIS HAIR

haaa, you're so bad. & don't you worry, you're gonna do fine in your class next year okay. if got complains, feel free to post at our class blog, the door will Always be opened for you. you can tag too(:

Minmin, meng;

baby, no more tears okay? even if you shed tears, we'll be there to hold them up. you've brought so much laughters in the class& you'll always organise outings. i'll always remember how me you and jo took photos together :D yupp, so much have changed, both of you have turned more chio. but the friendship stays, it'll never change. you are Always, i emphasize Always, welcomed to go to the class blog and post anything you like. cause, things haven't change& you're still a part of IT. remember Orbichang? sorry ah, my bro reformatted the com, not don't have those pictures we took. please send them to me if you Still have and happen to see this okay? we'll miss you, and we Love you:D

Licheng, mr blackhole?;

you ahh this Qin shihuang/mr blackhole/crapper. always like to talk many Unrelevant things one la, but you can be Quite smart at times, when it comes to acient Chinese Culture la. you and Mr hairy is almost inseperable huh. Both of you always together. well, i don't even know whether you are going to another class or not. heard from Jeremy you aren't, cause you din't receive the letter. But i'm sure IT & mr hairy won't want to lose you too! because you Your crappiness, it somehow brought happiness to us, Especially baoo (:

no matter what, we'll still stay in this school, we'll still be seeing each other, so Don't be so moody okay people?

LOVE YOU ALL LOADS~ we must learn to appreciate things given to us by the lord.

2006-11-01T23:35:00.000-08:00

peek-a-boo;

wah siao just now actually wrote alot one okay.

then stupid blogger got something wrong.

RAWRRRRRR.

now i have to rewrite everything la,

which i'm so not gonna do so.

yupp, today's training was: UHHHHHH.

i did something bad :(

and nutt says that i din't have ms today.

Which i don't usually have okay.

although it was really embarressing to be straded at MRT station due to the rain,

& causing me to be late Alone.

But today was Still Chocolately Sweeet.

and today's goong was supercalifragilistically NICE okay.

XIN KISSED CAIJING AND LU HUGGED HER~

awwwwwwwwww.

oh yah monday we went out!

yes, me sm jo baoo and hq :D

we took neos too okay:

the thing we'll always do.

OKAY CONFOUNDED SERVER DOWN LA. NEXT TIME THEN POST OKAY D:

yesterday was Drama night,

& we had a Truckload of fun :D

with those "errands" & scoldings, not forgetting the sastifaction and tears.

and after our show, everyone laterally came out:

"man it rocks la! it really does la!",

with the sense of sastifaction.

it's indeed worthed it.

the best co-operation we've ever had that day.

please remember this my dear integrians:

UNLESS YOU FORGET, WE'LL NEVER BE APART.

OUR INTEGRIAN SPIRIT WILL ALWAYS REMAIN AS ONE.

IN UNISION BABY.

WE LOVE-

2006-10-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

YAY, went plaza with bestfriend yesterday :D

had a truckload of Fun baby.

lovelovelove.

we went arcade Twice, wanted t o try out DDR, in the end didn't.

okayy, due to Me&My courage.

but Seriously, i haven't tried playing that game, it'll be embarressing.

in the end we went to try that stupid dance remix?

& had to embarress ourselves in front of the pro tap-dancer playing DDR D:

We were so Bored that we Almost went to watch movies lar.

But we didn't, cause there weren't much to watch.

Death note? can't, First show starts at 5.30

RAWRRRRR;

we took neoprints Too;

like We'll Ever miss that out:

okay that's all Folks!

Nights baby~

man, i am Broke okay. Ever since yesterrrday :(

2006-10-26T12:52:00.000-07:00

mann, yesterday i missed half an hour of Goong, today i missed the Whole episode :(
any Kind soul would like to tag me on what Actually happened D:

Yeah, Finally no more schools, no more waking up at 4plus! no more Teachers, no more Spotchecks.
But there'e still training, which is like RAWRRRR, cause i have to wake up early for three times a Week mann.

went out with the Crappers again! except this time No have cali& milton. But it's still alot of fun!
i've also learnt that:
- yuzhen dislikes pastaMania cause she dislikes cheeses.
- That if you don't like pasta, you can also eat Mania =.=
- that Vivocity is big but nothing to shop, cause no money& the scenery there is superb.
- that Gerene is able to laugh like one of the characters in Bleach i think; " BUAHAHAHA"
- that magnus is Actually a gay, with vernon as his companion (?)
- that Eden actually opposes against couples together at vivoCity. {so not true, cause we were playing Dare that time}
- that Gavin is actually a good debator/explainator
- & he's Able to laugh like Gerene.
- That vernon actually Loves singapore And is proud to be a Singaporean.
- & we can have alot of fun together :D

mann, i can't believe i'm still awake, not asleeep. Look at the time, UHHHHHH. i actually just came back form the airport after sending my brother off to the airport. After eating BK, and we Almost saw Rain! he was coming to Singapore for some kind of concert mah. Heard from Gerene that the lowest cost of one Ticket is actually 128 bucks.
Highest price: S$888
unbelievable huh, was kinda shocked too.

loveLoves.

2006-10-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR:
i Actually missed Goong for like, half an hour? :(

& today we got back Our report books.
& I got back Mine.
only our class took them, cause Mrslong Not coming to school tml, Maybe maternal leave? haaa.
but Integrity's Special lor :D
man, results aren't what i expected, so let's not talk about This D:

we had a: Good Mood training today, expect that at the starting i was Totally, worn out. Don't know why, then kept on yawning; Everyone, yes i meant EVERYONE must have thought that i have Mood Swings again, which i practically Don't. it was A moment i was That tired, Believe me okay.

we Ended up soaked to the toes after training, it was Raining Heavily. man, Poor HQ had to walk in the rain. she shared the umbrella with the Wrong people! ahhaa. then jacQ take umbrella= never Take umbrella, lols. && i Saw shupoo's bad hairdo! her hair was like totally wet also lar, then the fringe like *giam chai {no offense okay}

while We were on the MRT, the We consists of mainly weetarts like: nutt\me\waiis\hqr\sam. Do you wanna hear the conversation between three weetarrts? here goes okay: Names are to be kept a secret :)

DUNG: *pokes shit's stomach* and started grinning while Shit's talking on the phone with the mum.
SHIT: what? What you Laughing at?
DUNG: i didn't realise you were this fat!
SHIT: where got? eh my skirt is here leh *starts pointing to the diaphragm that part*, which mean you're not touching my stomach.
DUNG: no lor, *started telling SAI*, i really saw SHIT'S stomach protruding out lar.
SAI: *does nothing but listen and laugh*
SHIT: eh just now i standing like that leh.
DUNG: ya lar! then it was protruding out!
SHIT: if you stand like that also same de lor. But if i stand straight is don't have one lor, i very skinny one okay.
DUNG: don't deny lar.
SHIT: don't believe you stand like that also lar.
*DUNG starts to do that posture*
SHIT: uhuh, SEESEE! *starts poking DUNG* see you so fat! all the fats here, then stomach protruding out!
DUNG: no lor, you didn't touch my stomach. that wasn't my stomach. just now i really saw your stomach protruding out lar.
SHIT: no lor, you know OOPUHS{another person} said that if i'm Fat, then the whole team's fat. which means you all are fat Fat FAT! haha.
DUNG: haha, so funny.
SHIT: hello i underweight lehs, oneKG underweight okay.
~~SHIT: *tell DUNG* you so Short, Fat and something, even worse lar.~~
SAI: *interrupts dung& shit* if you all fat, then what am i?
DUNG& SHIT: oh haha.
DUNG: okay shit, you're skinny.
SHIT: dung, you're skinny too.
SAI: *starts laughing profusely, emphasising that we're lame*

okay due to my laziness& my forgetfulness, i am Unable to continue.

waSiao, i don't wanna go to airport just to send my brother off lar. i going out with eug they All lehs. then Everything, i emphasize EVERYTIME, i'm the victim lar. is either i cannot go, or i cannot stay at cousin's house, or i have to go home Early. Of All Days, why tml lar.
unreasonable;

2006-10-24T19:49:00.000-07:00

wah siao siao siao.
Can Anyone believe that i played 2hours of maple continuously today?
shows How Bored am i :(

many Stupid things happened today, okay not many, maybe three?
the first one is about playing maple for whole 2hours.

the second one was that tsh actually sms-ed me out of the blue and asked if i wanna go out with him, nsh, james, pds, hq and chen ee?! i'm Not sure if he sms-ed any other girls but man, So Crazy lar. If he didn't sms other girls, then wouldn't that make me the one and Only girl present with so many boys?! they wanted to watch Death Note, then he ssaid if i want, sms him and meet them at 2pm at Pasir Ris mrt. of course i'm not Crazy, anyway i didn't have much interest in that Show, so i didn't go with Them :)

the last one was Chao Idiot lar, credits goes to that driver who honked at me in public and gave me a shock which embarressed me. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR;
one, he shouldn't have honked lor, i don't have sixth sense, neither do i have an eye at the back of my head, he should wait for me to turn my head and check for cars Before even honking lar.
two, i haven't even start crossing, he Started Honking. how DUMB lar.
three, If i ever see him again, imma cross that road without looking, without caring how hard and how much he honks.

CONCLUSION: NEVER MESS WITH COWS, MEEEEEH.

man, my current Obsession: GOONG& perhaps love.
seriously lar, i've been playing that song for don't know how many times le :D
till then, loveloves.

2006-10-23T18:59:00.000-07:00

you relief me of my pain, my misery, my fear, my tears;
i don't know why, whenever i see/hear you,
you make me feel so right.
you drive my tears away just in the right time,
ensuring that none flows down.

there are endless misunderstandings and obstacles awaiting for me in life,
what comforts me,
is that you'll never fail to be here for me.
you feel the pain in me,
so you filled me with happiness& comfort.

There's No one better than you, i can assure.
furenzu are merely a term which we use in life,
they'll Never be more real than you are.
Only you, will never leave or forsake me.
Only you, can make me realise the true meaning in life.

THANK YOU.

2006-10-23T18:23:00.000-07:00

Big News! anyone wants to Know?

okay heere goes:
I LOVE GOONG.

ain't it cool? k, not That big news, but it's the one& Only show i've really gone Crazy over with okay, so it's somehow in a way..Big.

Have you ever realise or even wondered that bao's actually a High IQ& High EQ girl? well, she Can be. But not for now, haha. she kept insisting that she's one Of those; But really
DO NOT JUDGE BAO BY HER COVER

man i love my Darling yanyun, no wonder she's my Darling okay. cause she just sent me All the Goong songs! they're my lovelove, she's my LoveLove! :D Love you okay waiis.

& now my leg's hurting like siao :(

나 보다 나 꼭 가지 않으면 안되다 내일
만 나 마세요 주문 에.

weeeeee, i'm "learning" korean muahaa.

2006-10-21T21:50:00.000-07:00

MA MA MA MA GOSHHHHHHHH.

see this Super Hot skin here? (to me :D)
it's my loveee okay.
& it's Love At First Sight.
Actually din't wanna use it as my blogskin, but i can't resist tha temptation la!

it really superrrrr hott. rawr;

man today i cann't be any suay-er.
one- i totally forgot that today is a holiday, Deepavali, then i went to my piano teacher's house to found out that there was No lessons today =.= super sweaty at that time lor, then still have to go all the way home again!

two-i locked myself out of the house just to water Peanut. But thankful enough, mum was at home. *Peanut's a play for your info(:

i'm the Biggest hu tu worm today Man.
shall keep you updated toodless.

2006-10-20T21:48:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo, Guess who's back?
THE COW!
UHUH, i can't hear you!
THE COW!

haaaa, i'm being weetarted here pkayy. anyways, i Broke the pattern! oh Yeah:( mainly due to Disturbing exams; Partly due to my laziness, bleah. &&& okay for your info, i bleat. you know? MEEEEEEEEH. i'm a extraordinary/special cow, that bleats instead of moo-ing now C: coool man * OH NO THAT LUMP IS ONLINE NOW. ALIEN FREAKY ALERT!*

RAWRRAWRRRRRRRRRRR.

okay why am i rawr-ing? i'm supposed to be an innocent little cow that bleats; MEEEEH. * FREAKY, that lump just talked to me. prepare to receive my corpse, cause i seriously can't breathe properly Now AH.* D: very scary, i made an immediate exit from that conversation as soon as i replied MAN!..

! ALERT TO ALL READERS: THIS COW IS CURRENTLY SUFFERING MORE RELAPSES, THUS, IS UNABLE TO CONTINUE WHAT'S SHE'S DOING. SHE DEEPLY EXPRESSES HER APOLOGIES, BUT PLEASE. ALWAYS BE REMINDED TO THINK OF HER IF SHE LEAVES.
weeeeetarted.

2006-09-22T23:07:00.000-07:00

am i doing a pattern? as in, not going online nor posting within 5 days?

ahhh, know what? i'm Sick okays. i'm Sacrificing just to blog for you all okays. i'm Suffering. can Someone Share the pain. Sheeesh.

Lord Almighty, Please help Me in my Studies. And my Piano, because they seem to Worsen each day. And i pray all These in Jesus' Almighty Name, Amen.

Life in school per nomal larhs, just not quite used to not having trainings:( Like i've said, i somehow miss Justice Bao(unfortunately, not referring to baoo) hope that when go back, we'll still be able to serve(:

& that we will beat the cboys larhs. Someone who just recently joined volleyball was quite sure that He would be playing against the seagulls in the next match larh, that He will Not lose to us. ahh, wei mian too overconfident le bahs. not emphasizing on anything, but don't be too sure.

Aye, today had "gymnastics"! TRAMPOLINE, or whatever- it's real real cool k, i managed to do all threee(: i'm hyper. we were allowed to do again if we want to cause we were early; due to the roosters. and Wenzhe action, he jumped SoSo high, and in the end, when he did the "sit" action, he backflipped. AHHHAS, he came at my direction larh, freaking shocked. Then he scared liao, so he came down =.=

Eoys are coming, not so prepared eh, but i revised geog, ACC and eng etc. Quite worried for Eng, haven't done well in that since p4. Really surprising leh, p3 that time, i remembered once i was down with that sickening fever during the first day of exams. But don't know how i managed to even get BandOne for it, 87 somemore. But gradually it went down wheras my Maths came up! so there's Net diffusion >< But there's once i got One of the Highest in class for EngCompo for prelims(: though there were a number of them, but i was extremely excited okays. When Mrs Khoo was about to mention my marks, she gave some hints larh, so i was like
"damn, sure get very bad that's why she's making so much noise."

but, heeeees(:

had science test Today too, quite tough to me then. I wanna get high marks, pleases. Then stayed back for Flash too, gotta rush le. Only started like oneEighth of it, when we HAVE to submit it to Ms Koh with about three-quarter done. RAWRR; maybe ashley wanna go back tml to finish up, apparantly i can't go larhs, got piano and haircut lessons(: Then Sunday going to sm's house..NEMO(: weeeee.

maths homework today was arggh; couldn't really figure out the answers k, mostly depended on answer sheet): i'm dead.
SAVE MEEEE.

2006-09-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

it's been like 5 days since i've went online and posted. i shall do it today.

ahh ah ah. got like two tests today (?!) what i didn't really study muchhistory turned out to be hard and i didn't read that questions properly, ending up with excessive answers =.= then what i studied real hardgeog turned out to be quite easy):

but today was fun! cause we had pe when we had to do "gymnastics". but they were quite like stunts? i can to back stand now, YEEEEEAH. but didn't manage to do the tamboline? tramboline? whatever. cause only first 15 pupils according to the register gets to do it, while others do "stunts". and oww, when i did that back roll thing i somehow momentarily sprained my neck, hees. and minmin's neck hurt the whole lesson, wonder how's she now ..

today we ended school with IT lessons; photoshop! hey it's fun okay, it's why they create blogskins, like mine(: it's cool..but i don't think i shall try cause i really suck at patience in doing these HTML things, so i shall be the slacker and take other people's skins((:

today during geog, nut was like sitting beside me the in front seat, then after they collected the papers, nut was like gesturing to me:
i miss volleyball, you miss me.
i was like gesturing back,: you wish.
heeeees
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now changed timetable, no more tuesdays slacking days):
then;

now;

so sad huhs): tml i also maybe cutting hair, also maybe not. see if my cousin can make it nots >< ah, hope no more china dolly's hair, or i'll really have phobias of cutting hair..

2006-09-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

hey you know, i was bathing when one question chanced upon me.
"why do i acknowledge myself as a cow?"

this made my rusted brain think real hard before i remembered.

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that time, every single day to me was horrible. could you ever stand anyone, who simply calls you "shortie cow" every single day, without fail.
okay, don't know whether he's catching my attention or bullying me, that time, it simply irritated me everytime. when that whole "shortie cow" trend started, i somehow dreaded school? because that time, i haven't really you know, mature and i couldn't stand these teasings:

that time i thought" Issit really wrong to be short. I am short, you think i like ahx. Everytime say mii."

but real soon, partly due to maturity and my friends, i learnt that it wasn't so bad afterall! i'm short, i've gotta accept that fact. i'm a cow& i've gotta accept that silly fact. and yeah, that's how oinklet got her name, how zaac got her munkey name and how penguinn got hers(: and all these made a family, e painterx- family X)

ahhhh, thinking back, school was fun in primary schools, at least people like HU makes school a little "fun", i guess. now, you can say i miss their teasings, not that sec school don't have; urghh. anyway, it's pretty fun and quite sacrificing it takes to just be a cow for me huh. it's all worth-while:)

neways, tml have school, can't stay up for too late && i'll promise that i'll do something to that tag of mine! and i'll miss volleyball for more than a month, okay larh, maybe miss "justice bao" only like 2% (?)
love loads-

2006-09-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

weee, today was fun(:

training wasn't that bad today:

one- our skills improved& look at coach's nick; {Don Chew..seeing their skill improve...Hope they can maintain when training start back.}
two- the so-called "justice bao" is finally switched to Happy mood today.
three- coach released us one hour early today.
four- we took three machines of neoprints.
five- i finished all my hol' homework and currently working on Revision.

it's a day of REJOICE! you know that our serving, spiking and digging actually improved until we thought we can win the Cboys. oh yeah man, if we really won them that'll be way cool, cause it's like Finally(: but unfortunately for us and fortunately for them, we din't play against them cause they played with the Bgirls instead and lost and had to run 5rounds around the lake. awww, last training, as in we will not be training for like more than a month due to...the Worst; end of years'): then last training coach let us early, way too early. of course, partly cause he's happy. we're finally like improving.

oh yah, we were let off early, which gives us a chance to hang out and have lunch together~ we- me, waii, sm, nutt& sam.

we tooks loads of neos, i spent like 11bucks total including the lunch. i'm too lazy to scan now, just managed to take some time out to post XD i was reading a book you see.

anyway, i slept alot today, quite a sum of hours, heeees. that's why you see me "rejoicing". ahhh, just hope pray wish that end of years' will be great, so won't have to see mum's face :D
nights-with love.

2006-09-07T22:18:00.000-07:00

Hey, i'm back! actually, not really say back. cause not many knows about this blog so don't anyhow link me PLEASE.

& i think now only shumin knows about this blog, cause she's the only one online now. just told baoyee X)

anyways, everything's per normal this week. no rest, i can say. wanna me to list out my timetable?

monday; went out, woke up at 11plus.
tuesday; vball, woke up at 5.40:(
wednesday; vball again, woke up at 6.15 XD late.
thursday; extra science lessons, woke up at 5.40:(
friday; vball for the last time, waking up at 5.40(hope don't oversleep, hees) saturday; piano classes, don't know what time waking up but still before 12:(

okay, it seems like this week ain't called hols. still waking up early, so tired RAWR. the only day i can sleep late is like sunday? ahh, so pathetic. i wonder do real cows wake up that early:(

okay today was suay/unlucky larh. i bathed finish and realised that waiis can't go to school, i have to go alone. then during the science lessons, there was this freaking noisy boy from oneRP. he asks craps, i wonder why msTeo bothers to like reply him. aww, i pity teachers, SCIENCE teachers. & i'm a scienceREP): someone pity me..

that boy from RP should like Rest In Peace? he's called blankton i think. call him plankton, wahars. cause plankton's noisy too{><} then after the science lessons, which was like FINALLY, shumin had her science test while we went home. actually we planned to go out after her test, but hq didn't wanna go, bao and me can't go, so pity sm cause she was "locked" at home and had to cut her hair. Thinking of cutting hair, i wanna cut too! short hair, ~~fringe~~ see that? i striked it off, cause i don't want china dolly's hair):

oh yah, one chao ~~sway~~suay thing happened in bus, while i was going home alone. i saw wenyuan! okay, this isn't the bad thing i was mentioning. the thing is that i didn't know whether did i tap my card before i alighted! if i didn't it'll be like chao paiseh..If i did then thank god, HALLELUJAH{okay i don't know how to spell.}

and this was like going on in my mind so long, and i'm pretty sure i din't tapppp. AHHHHHHH, so embarrasing. you know i was like in the lift saying;
"i'm the world's most embarrasing kid, uh-huh."

but of course no one's in the lift except me.

Bahh, anyone wanna go out tml other than sm? planning to lunch at tm, hees. You don't want i also want to force you to go, anyway maybe i can't X(

grrrr, hols are going to be over. tests& exams are coming larh, we're all dying/suffering. "prepare for trouble". hope my end of years would placate mum.

it's quite some time since i've blogged and the fonts seems, bigger. btw, my eng's improving cause i'm blogging(:
withlove-